Thanks to everyone who still follows me even though I’ve not been on for such a long time. Sorry I’ve been away for so long, and I don’t really know when I’ll be back yet.
Originally, I’d stopped coming on here so I could try and focus on my Uni work in the last couple of weeks before the hand in, but things have been really up and down and to be honest I find that if I’m feeling shitty tumblr can make that 10x worse.
I know I’ve got messages off lovely people from before my hiatus, and I’m so sorry I’ve not been able to reply yet but at the moment I just feel like nobody would want to hear from me.
I love all you guys so much but I just feel like I’m annoying you’s and hassling you’s, in the same way that I feel that about everyone I know off-line too. I’m irritating and I have nothing to contribute so it’s better if I keep quiet. I’m on holiday at the moment with my family, and I’d been looking forward to this so much but in all honesty I feel so much worse for coming, and I feel so isolated from my friends and my family. It just feels like I’m a background character for everyone and it doesn’t matter whether or not I’m there.
I’m sorry for writing all this, but I feel like I should explain why I’ve not been around much recently, I’ve been trying really hard to think more positively and to try to feel better about myself, but it’s hard and until I manage that I don’t think tumblrs a good place for me to be.
If anyone misses me being around or wants to speak to me I still use Facebook and Instagram a little, so you’re more than welcome to message me and ask for them. Sorry again, love and miss you all.
one time i forced my mom to play pokemon for at least half an hour and all she did was catch a butterfree and name it lowfat
wet dream: being financially secure with a career i enjoy
New rule: If you see someone post a selfie just hit the like button it’s a real confidence booster and a good deed pass it on
i just can’t with this photo:
he’s all like “tell me i’m pretty”
"TELL ME I’M PRETTY"
"god damn it, tell me i’m pretty or i will fuck you up”